i keep wanting to post this but i often feel sad just thinking about it.
i even deleted a picture of us from this post because reminiscing it is just too hard.
after 4 years abah passed away, my mum joined him and atuk.
when abah passed away suddenly due to ischemic heart disease, I felt like the world collapsed on me.
so sudden, so shocking. just like that. Allah is Great isn't He?
for 4 years, i can say that i have been accompanying my mum almost everywhere.
while i was still in the university, i go home every weekend just not to make her feel alone.
i went to the park with her every time, i went to the market with her every week.
and since she was diagnosed with cancer, i cried so hard every time i think about it.
thinking that there was not much time to spend with her.
i know she is not recovering at all. but i just kept it to myself and pray and spare a little bit of hope.
Allah loves her. i know. He loves her that is why He took her away from us.
so that she could be in a better place.to be with my daddy and her father =')
she died in her sleep, just like she wanted. painless. thank you Allah.
for giving me this wonderful person to be my mother.
she has fulfilled her duty faithfully as a beloved mother to us and as Your loyal servant.
goodbye umi, i love you so much :')
wait for me in heaven, inshaAllah..
