Finally...here comes Ramadhan.. =)

good things about fasting month(for me lahhh);

• can easily lose my weight...(yg sgt senang nk naek)

• the only time where i manage to control my anger n my mood (x baek mara2 bulan puasa...batal nnt)

• ade byk food yg best! hihi....

• boleh buat smyg terawih..(kalo boleh mau pg tiap malam~~ insyaALLAH)

• the time when i can eat together ramai2...x kesah la with friends or with family....

• menambahkan amalan2...hihi..sedekah or other amalan sunat maybe... =)

• kne bangun awal for sahur~~ (kalo x mmg xkn bgn awal pnye..) =P
  

• dunt have to worry about eating too much...meaning..dunt have to think about getting heart attack early....(as if~~~ LoL!)

• x payah takot kalo nk stay up mlm2..hik..

i'm so eager for ramadhan to come..finally...its a benefit to all muslim out there..hik..saye harap ramadhan kali ini akan lebih bermakna dari yg sebelumnya...cume kali ni...abah dah xde utk meraikan ramadhan..utk selama2nya....

things have changed..

life must go on... =)

"...even if abah is not around to celebrate together...ramadhan is not the month of sadness...aidilfitri is the time to celebrate after fasting month...abah is happy enough if his children keep praying for him...."

even if ur gone...but ur memory lives on...al-fatihah.

soOoOo....speechless

i cant put in words how angry i am...

i'm trying to change for you...i'm trying to be the best for you..

but what did i get back???

what did i do to deserve this....

i know i'm nobody to you...

go to hell with your promises....

i know its her the moment you said it's ur fren from uitm..

but why did u lie???

i believed in you......

i guess i'm a FOOL.....

another sms came in....

'...lia,sorry kaco...aku xde ape2 dgn die..xde hati kat die pn...be rasional...kite kawan..'

pegi mampos!!!~

friends dont do such thing to their own friend..

i guess ur just another slut..

da ade bf...but still.......**** you!

n to that guy...i guess ur just desperate...

yeah...you are...

aih...pegi carik laki laen aje laaaaa.~

i dunt think i could endure another pain...

balik rumah harini...since everyone is home...went to Thahara restaurant (some seafood restaurant in kl) to buy food for lunch..its my first time there...n the cooking was real good! havent got enough sleep lately...busy preparing for the exam...yet still cant manage to answer it properly...i'm not prepared enough maybe...da abes xm pcik kamal ajak pg makan dkt seksyen 3 kot..tatau la kat mane..ikot je...balik tgk cite jepun 1 litre of tears..sgt sdeyh..it is based on a true story..about a girl who suffered something related to her CNS n her bone marrow.i only managed to watch the 1st 3 cd's..the rest x sempat tgk.

okay2..itu sume pasal smlm..

harini...pg melawat atuk dkt HKL..kesian sgt tgk atuk...tatau die sakit ape...i think there's something related to virus or maybe bacteria's..he used to be someone tough and strong...but when i visit him at HKL just now...he looked very thin n sick..he cant speak...he cant eat..he cant walk..so sad..menangis ble tgk keadaan die smpi mcm tu skali...sgt lemah dan x berdaya..aih...nak makan pun kne through the tube...at first the doc kate its about depression...but i dunt think depression could cause such pain...from the brain scan...it says that there's an accumulation of acid in the brain..i dunt know..i'm just curious...hope he will recover soon...dont want GOD to take him away....huhu...

empty..

woke up this morning....
and i feel so empty.....
i guessed my days will be empty too...
in the days to come...
+sigh+
oh Tuhan....kuatkan lah semangat saye nk blaja.....esok suda mau exam...
mengape begini lagi....huhu...bored....
i'm so alone....
xde smgt mau truskan....
tido aje lah....
no...byk agi x bace.....
kuatkan smgt..........

my blog is so empty....
nnt ade mase saye cantik kan eh...
i got no time to decorate it yet..
later okayh~ =)

lots of love

i think i'm better off on my own..

rimas...rimas...sgt rimas....

jgn buat saye rimas lagi bersame persoalan2 anda....

i'm doing just fine without u...(lonely sikit lah~)

but i dunt have any intention to continue..

just keep on going...

what will happen next??

no one knows.....

exam bio cell baru aje lepas....

ape mau jawab? jawab aje laaaaa...~

sape suh study last minute..

serve you right alia!

coming exam...bioD dgn microb...

wlpn fave sub...tp tatau dpt jawab dgn elok ke x...

hopefully!

=P

+lots of love!+

aduhai...

sgt busy (xde la busy mane pon)
sgt penat...
sgt serabut..
sgt keseorangan..

huhuhu.

i'm all alone....and suddenly...i'm feeling stronger...

"....aku kecewa dgn kau...."

a fren sent me this sms....about me ending my rltnship with him...
nobody knows it but me....
it's always been me...
i'm the major problem here..
but rite now...just dnt want to think about it...
midsem suda dekat...yet byk agi x cover...
studies are getting harder...
n i'm all alone...
(alone doesnt mean anything.....) =P
just need time to get used to it...
the u'll be fine alia....u'll be fine.... =)

its not him...its just me...i'm the one to be blamed..
whatever it is....i must get over both of them...
saye sudah fikir sebaik2 nye....apekah segala sebab dan masalah dlm hubungan kami....n most of it came from me...
but i doubt if i'll ever fine a nice guy as nice as mohd faiz mohd yusop..
i'm sorry dear...
i wish you the best of luck in ur future life..
if ever u'd think of me..
think about those memories we had...
the times we've shared...the tears we've cried...
go n fine urself a better gurl...
the one without any mistakes...
so dat u'll be happy always....


life must go on...
hidup mesti terus bebeh~~
+lots of love+

malas la nk pke..

go to hell..dats the first word popped up in my mind the time i read his msg...

i'm not ur lab mouse...to pass through some stupid trial...

".....it's weird...."

yeah...its weird too ble die tbe2 ignore me..then nk mara2 plak ble x msg die afte that so-called overlimit...

i dunt know....

everything happens for a reason..

xpe....alia tabah...alia cool...chill chill...

intro

finally...
i want to start blogging for certain reasons..
so that i can spill what i'm thinking...what i'm feeling....my opinions..
atleast i have 'something' (not someone) to tell to...
huhu...
ckp awal2...my blog will be personal...or maybe whats going on in my life..
so....

selamat ber'blogging' to me! =P