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Monday, December 19, 2011

the right path.

the right path hasn't yet to be chosen.

what do i really want to do in life?
what do i really want to be in years to come?
where do i want to be?
practitioner? academician? kuli?

life is full with unanswered questions.

am i letting go a once in a lifetime chance if i let go of this one?
what am i going to lose? what will i gain from this if i let go of the another?
is this the best thing for me?
am i capable to do it?

take your time.breath deeply.with a calm mind, layout the plans carefully.
and last but not least, always reach out to our Creator.Allah the Almighty.

InsyaAllah, Allah akan beri petunjuk.
and insyaAllah, it will be the best for you.

p/s ; galau.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

LDR.again.


a friend on FB shared this.
sangat sedih ='(

you know,
you have always been my best friend,
my diary, the chatterbox, the funny one,
the one and only.
what would i do without you =')

sorry that i always nag about health and so on..
just dont want to lose another person that i love so much..
=)

p/s ; keep your love ones close, before they go away or taken from you.

depressed.


sabar je la..hurmmmm.

hendak seribu daya, tak nak seribu dalih.

or shall i say, mungkin belum/bukan rezeki aku lagi.

not just yet. =/


p/s ; good things come to those who waits.sometimes.



Saturday, December 10, 2011

the clafoutis.not.

hye peeps!

hari khamis lepas abgngah baru balik dari Sydney and surprisingly bought cherries and few boxes of strawberries.
and the cherries are quite ripe so kalau tak cepat dimakan nanti sia-sia je.
and so aku cakap awal2 yang aku nak buat cherry clafoutis.
so i put aside my portion of cherries.

asalnya aku tahu pasal clafoutis ni bila aku tengok junior masterchef Australia.
so alang-alang dah ada cherry, boleh la try buat clafoutis.
aku guna resepi dari JoyofBaking.you can check the recipe if you're interested to try =)
and here's mine :

red cherries

pitted cherries simmered with butter and sugar.

pour the batter until the cherries are fully immersed or partially up to your liking.

now we bake.and wait.

cherry clafoutis.tapi tak jadi.

the taste is fair but the texture is not what i expected.
supposed the batter would turn into a soft pudding-like fillings to the cherry.
but it was my mistake because i think i put a little too much flour into the batter.
so....hasilnya jadi kental macam...entahlah..tapi yang aku tau tak jadi la clafoutis ni.*sobs*
sudahnya aku sorang je yang makan. =(

at least aku dah trial and error resepi ni and aku tahu hasil dia sepatutnya jadi macam mana.
eiii.tu la gatal nak letak tepung lebih sikit tu kenapa.uhuk.
makan sejuk2 pun sedap.rasa macam makan puding roti dengan anggur.hee.
tak jadi pun tak jadi lah.at least it is still edible.*ayat nak sedapkan hati*

ok bye! have a nice sunday~
good luck in whatever you're doing =)
never give up and always have faith in yourself!

p/s ; my little pokoks dah bertambah! i just bought myself a japanese rose.senang sikit nak jaga =)

Thursday, December 8, 2011

ini...bakwan

hello again!

masa aku baru kerja kat Cibitung, tempat makan semua tak tau dekat mana, so kitorang kena jalan2 cari makan lah..
first time makan bakwan ni aku ingat lagi dekat Warung Mbak Ning.
dekat kedai tu dia jual makanan Sunda.bakwan dia macam sedap gila~
aku tanya pak ujang, gorengan apa tu yang ada jagung dalamnya..
dia pun bagitau la nama gorengan tu bakwan.yang ada jagung tu, bakwan jagung~

hah.balik Malaysia aku sibuk je tanya bibik dia tau tak nak buat bakwan.

tos jagung dulu ye~ lagi sedap guna jagung yang fresh.bukan dalam tin

sugar, spice and everything nice~

diaduk-aduk sehingga sebati

and we sizzle till frizzle~

taddaaaa~ bakwan jagung nya udah siap~ pas untuk dimakan~

eleh, bakwan jagung ni, cucur jagung je sebenarnye.
saje je aku nak kecoh lebih.

ok byeeee! :D

p/s ; wait up for my cherry clafoutis!

make it happen.

heyy peeps!

what have you guys been doing recently?
lately aku telah mem-busy-kan diri cari uni nak sambung study.
which university, what course do they offer, what kind of research.financial aid, and so on...
and so, aku pun bagi alasan dekat bos nak balik Malaysia awal sebab nak pergi uitm postgraduate open day.
bos dengan baik hati bagi balik seminggu awal, siap bayar extra flight charges sebab tukar tarikh balik.

aku pergi dua booth je, which is research institute of natural products for drug discovery and faculty of plantation and agrotechnology.
i can say that the first booth is quite unconvincing, mungkin cara lecturer tu explain ke apa.
but from the 2nd booth, aku dapat banyak maklumat and i asked a lot of questions daripada mcm mana nak cari supervisor sampai ke financial aid.
she was very convincing, and very encouraging.and i feel so happy that i talked her (not another quiet and passive lecturer).
head of plantation faculty lagi you.
apa yang aku dapat dari program tu memang sangat2 membantu.



oh btw, aku apply under faculty of plantation and agrotechnology sebab natural products for drug discovery tu didnt catch my interest at all. maybe because my final year project pun about soil bacteria and its characteristics as plant growth.
so i think i'm quite confident if i'll be doing my research related to that (plants, soil, etc.)
do you want to know what i'm thinking?
aku rasa aku nak buat research pasal rose diseases.hahaha.
sebab now my little pokoks are sick =( plus sekarang musim hujan.bunga ros kan manja~banyak air pun tak boleh.sikit air pun tak boleh.alahai.

anyway, do wish me luck~ baru apply je, tapi tak tau dapat ke tak.hee.
and thanks a bunch to family and friends and YOU yang banyak tolong bagi info and semangat semua. ;)
harap-harap dapat sambung belajar, insyaAllah~

Sunday, December 4, 2011

treasure chest.

hie hie!

selalunya kat rumah aku, every sunday is housekeeping day.
kemas tu, kemas ni. cuci semua kereta~
masa aku kecik2 dulu malas gilaaa nak kena bangun pagi2 kemas rumah.
zzzzzzzzz~ and umi akan keluarkan semua buku dari book shelf, and suruh kitorang susun ikut ketinggian -___-" stressss.and banyak lagi.

but not this time.kali ni ktorg kemas kotak2 yang penuh dengan buku2 daripada attic.
ahh...umi dengan abah pun ulat buku jugak~ :D

look what i've found!

at least i had a normal childhood.
zaman dulu mahal kot stiker karpet ni~
cakap macam 50-60 tahun dulu je.ceh.
mickey dengan minney tu beli kat Jepun =P

my very first graduation ^_^
cuba teka mana satu alia, mana satu aina~~
hahahaha.obviously =P

banyak gila novel lama2.gosh~tak payah beli novel dalam beberapa tahun akan datang ni =P
harap2 attic ni cepat habis.walaupun lambat lagi -_- the house is in a huge mess right noww.aduhai.

happy monday and have a nice weeeek!

p/s ; gambar cik gojes kurus pun terjumpa tadi! mirad oh mirad :D

Thursday, December 1, 2011

home.finally!

i'm home!

maybe this will be our last time going to Jakarta.mungkin lah.pergi lagi sekali pun kalau nak pergi shopping, jalan2 je.*tak kot*
with a interesting in-flight experience.minus the sakit tengkuk.
what i like about being in an aeroplane is the feeling when the plane is going to board.and land.
bila nak boarding : speed aeroplane laju.gegar2 langgar batu.lepas tu sikit2 terasa macam bahagian depan tu dah cecah udara~ fly fly fly~
bila nak landing : aeroplane tu turunkan tayar depan.tutup sikit kat bahagian sayap *prepare to land* lepas tu nak land gegar2 langgar batu.bila semua dah bahagian dah selamat mendarat aeroplane makin lama makin slow.
aku je kot yang rasa perasaan thrill macam tu bila naik aeroplane. =P

oh.the interesting in-flight experience was when there's this young and beautiful french lady, enthusiastically converse in bahasa indonesia with makcik2 dari malaysia.
and it seems that these makcik2 doesnt know much in english.so berbelit2 jugak la pompuan perancis yang baru belajar bahasa indonesia ni nak cakap dalam bahasa indonesia/malaysia dengan dorg.
aku dengan dina dekat seat depan tergelak2 je la dengar dorg berborak.haha~
i heard she said that she learnt to speak in bahasa indonesia from the books and dari oraeng *omputih cakap oraeng*
i simply adore her guts to start a conversation with anyone.and she does seem friendly though.nice huh =)

for now, i have to sleep in aina's room because the attic is still under renovation.
so bilik aku ganti jadi bilik stor letak barang2 dari attic semua.
dunno when will i get my room back.*sobs*

anyway, so glad to be home.cant wait to visit my little pokoks tomorrow~
sedih bila ada uncle buat renovation ni amik keratan dari pokok-pokok saya.
tak tanya pun =( takpe lahh~ i know my little pokoks are beautiful~ :D

lullaby for tonight ;



goodnight world.

Monday, November 28, 2011

soon.

soon..
all this dreadful feelings will come to an end.

home is where the heart is.

it sucks when you're far away from home and you're not feeling well.
haihs..tersalah makan dah dapat allergic.nasib baik tak teruk sangat and just red patches all over the body.
pengecoran jalan memang buat sakit tekak ditambah dengan batuk2.
wonder what Padang looks like.
not prepared physically and mentally to move to Padang.hurm...

p/s ; thinking of continuing my studies.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

aku, mereka dan sukan SEA.

hellooooo!
i'm sure you guys out there are feeling all excitedddd for tonight match.
its all in the news sejak indonesia kalahkan vietnam haritu.
hais....nak tengok tv.bila keluar berita asik-asik pasal final sepak bola.
tengok program gosip-gosip artis pun boleh keluar berita pasal sepak bola.
seperti mana yang korang semua tau.aku bekerja bukan di kawasan bandar Jakarta. aku kerja kat ceruk kampung mana tah aku pun tak tau. Keadaan warga indonesia yang sangat-sangat bersemangat ni kadang-kala membuat aku dengan Dina, dua makhluk warga Malaysia yang tersesat kat kampung Indonesia ni, sedikit takut.jangan main-main dorang ni.

haritu ada sekumpulan org kampung sini, diupah nak angkut arang-arang, tiba-tiba je jerit-jerit 'Indonesia! Indonesia!' whattheheck lah kan.buat bodoh sudah.

harini pun bila datang ofis, Pak Gani cakap 'malam ni kita akan bertempur' (in a friendly way, sambil gelak2). Lagi nak tanya Pak Gani ni kita sokong yang mana.hahaha.pastinya dukung timnas kuning hitam Pak! haha.bersyukur la pekerja-pekerja kat kilang ni semuanya friendly. *phew*
Pak Joko pun excited je tanya malam ni ktorg tengok bola sepak ke tak.Pasti nonton Pak!
semangat nasionalisme warga Indonesia ni kadang2 menakutkan betul.huhu.

we'll see who's gonna win garuda.
harimau kena menang! main elok2 lah.frust nengoknye.huu.

ayo! ayo! ayo! Malaysia bisa!
(amik lagu tema dari CLEAR. =P )

so bored in the office.3 weeks to go! weewooweewoo~

kan best kalo kilang dekat dengan Senayan, Jakarta.boleh pergi sokong terus dekat stadium Bung Karno.hee~

p/s ; tak dapat nak jalan-jalan Jakarta. =(


Wednesday, November 9, 2011

never stop dreaming.

aku tau semua orang pun nak pergi Paris.
aku pun nak jugak!
untunglahhh siapa2 yang belajar/kerja kat Europe.merata-rata boleh pergi.
how i wish.someday someday.


wait for me PARIS!

Monday, November 7, 2011

22nd birthday.

hi hi hi!
my 22nd birthday fall on the 5th of november last saturday.

it is a pity that i have to work on saturdays and i am not in the birthday mood as well.being away from your family and country, there's not much can be done.furthermore, this place is still a stranger to me.maybe he feels the same way too.celebrating his birthday all alone in a place he's not familiar with (yeke tak familiar).

it surprised me when someone called and asked for confirmation and direction that he wanted to deliver me a bouquet of flowers.for sure i was shocked enough and i wondered who the hell would send me flowers while i am in Jakarta. I just told him the hotel where we are staying and i said that i dont know any landmarks nearby. Since last saturday was holiday, there's no one in the office. And who in Jakarta knows my birthday? And Dina pretended not to know anything about it.

In my mind, there's only one person who would send my flowers.no one else except Syahir Aizat Abdullah Sani.Tak sedetik pun terfikir yang dia akan minta alamat dari Dina.of course.without me knowing it.I even told him that i'm thinking of not accepting the flowers because i dont know who's the sender.So on our way back to the hotel, we stopped by at Alfamart and he called asking whether i've received the flowers or not.and i said why should i take them as i dont know who sent them?


ahaa.that was when he told me that he's the one who had sent me those flowers~ you really did surprised me syahir ijat~~ ye ye je lah receiptionist tu kata aku ada secret admirer.tak percaya langsunglah kalau macam tu.kikiki.

you really made my day syahir ijat~ you're such a sweetheart~ its very thoughtful of you~ thanks! ;)

beautiful aren't they?

i love you =)

and thanks mirad for this!

p/s ; boleh ke kalau nak bagi lelaki bunga jugak? kikiki =P

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

plight november.

greetings, earthlings!

i dont understand why why and why my fb is flooded with happiness and joys of november.
semua orang macam seronok nak menyambut bulan november nampak?
not for me.not this year *sobs*

sabar.sabar.
kuatkan semangat.
let's stay committed and dedicated!

p/s ; musim hujan di Jakarta.Jakarta selatan dah banjir.tapi nasib baik bilik aku kat 'hotel' tingkat 2.

Friday, October 28, 2011

eh annoying lah!

annoying saturday.


why do i find this place highly annoying from day to day?
urgh.maybe i have lost interest in whatever that they are doing.
sabar sabar..

lagi lagi si driver.huhuhu.
susah lah macam ni.bila dah mula annoyed dengan someone.forever annoyed -____-
sorry.i'm not an indonesian.so dont expect me to act like one.
and i'm not you.and dont expect me to follow what you think YOU would do.and what you think is good for YOU.GTH.
sabar sabar..

p/s ; bak kata pepatah, hujan emas di negera orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri.lebih baik di negeri sendiri.






Thursday, October 27, 2011

Hell-o from Jakarta!

Good morning Malaysia.good morning Jakarta!

pagi ni mendung je macam pagi-pagi dekat Malaysia.
i hope it wont rain.takde payung.and not prepared if it rains down here.
beberapa kali aku datang Jakarta, tak pernah hujan pun kecuali ada satu malam bulan Ramadhan lepas.
dekat Bandung ye lah hujan...brrr~ i miss Bandung.

back to all the lab works.and the sakit kepala.and the batuk2.and the sakit2 badan.uhuk.sedih.
and again, we're staying at the sinful hotel.why sinful? because they allow couples to have their 'private' time.kat Indon takde Jabatan Agama ke?
and no.they dont like us staying at the hotel for too long.nanti mula la tarik muka.muka benci je tiap kali ktorg nak bayar.
ugh.benci betul duduk sini. -___-

well...work is work.sabar je lah.
stop counting the days and the time will come without me noticing it.huhu
kan best kalau dekat dengan shopping mall ke...food mall ke..takde la boring sangat =/
sabar je lah...*sobs*

p/s ; best laa org tu pergi Amsterdam~~

Sunday, October 23, 2011

monday blues.

ngelo.

i woke up today feeling like 'i hate my job' and 'i want to quit'.and other ridiculous thoughts.
macam mane ye.hurm.maybe someday i'll quit and seek for another job.
kerja lain yang lagi sesuai dengan aku. tak kisah lah kerja apa-apa pun.
asalkan aku nak pergi kerja tu drive dengan seronok.
hari-hari tak sabar nak masuk office.nak buat kerja dengan hati yang tenang.

wait til december -___-
mungkin kat Padang nanti best ke? huuuu.
sabar sabar.

umi : alia ade tak rasa macam boring nak pergi kerja?
alia : boring? tiap-tiap hari pun boring.humph.

bye.bye.bye.byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

p/s ; Masterchef Malaysia.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Indo oh so boring.

hullo..
I'm going back to Jakarta next week dah =(

tiap kali nak balik Jakarta.mesti ada event best weekend tu.
haih...betul ke SERATAS Royal Rhapsody nak buat concert/perform kat KLCC park tu?
again..tak dapat nak pergi.*sobs*
Wind Orchestra haritu pun tak dapat pergi. tapi takpe lah.dah dapat pergi tengok saringan pun jadi lah.

and i'm going to miss out the Home Deco Expo which will be held at KLCC this weekend and the next.
because...i'm thinking of refurnishing and reorganizing my room.
ye lah..bukan nak buat dalam masa terdekat.nak jugak lah buat budget simpan duit beli perabot.
*dah guna duit sendiri dah sekarang ni*
my room is too small for all the stuffs that i have right now.
hurm.jom jalan2 IKEA?
will have to postpone that until december then.

and of course..will be celebrating my birthday in Jakarta =((
no birthday cake.birthday dinner makan bakso je la.huuuu.

p/s ; tak sabar nak jalan-jalan Indonesia.eh.Indonesia tak la boring sangat.kot?

Saturday, October 15, 2011

i'm a buku-fly.not a buku-worm.eh?

hye!
for sure you guys have heard of this BigBadWolfBooks SALE right?
its all over facebook~ hahah.aku tau ada sale ni pun through facebook je.
jangan tanya kenapa kali ni aku banyak pulak duit nak pergi sale sana.sale sini.
@____@
SALE baju dah pergi.dah beli.SALE kasut dah pergi.dah beli.
SALE buku pun dah pergi.pun dah beli ^_^

siapa dah pergi.mesti dah tahu macam mana besar and banyaaakkknya buku.

7 books for myself ^_^
nak buat stok bahan bacaan balik Indon nanti.
*alasan je tu*

main reason why i wanted to go to there.
kedekut nak keluar duit nak beli pada harga asal.
cari buku bila ada sale je lah ;P
sadly.tak banyak buku pasal gardening.mungkin dah habis?

seronok shopping bila ada orang belanja.
syahir ijat cepat balik.nanti kite shopping sama2.hahahahaha *gelak jahat*

p/s ; bahaya betul ada banyak2 sale macam ni.haih.duit dah habis *sobs*

Friday, October 14, 2011

Sunday, October 9, 2011

awesomeness.

wee woo!

awesomeness 1#
WESTLIFE GRAVITY TOUR 2011!
i'm so happy that i could cry =')
nak tengok westlife lagi.huuuu.
and now i'm downloading ALL their songs again.
never get bored of them.
korang dah tenggelam dengan arus k-pop.mana nak minat westlife dah.

WESTLIFE!!!! *jerit sampai takde suara*
Mark memang handsome *sobs*

awesomeness 2#
feeling not so awesome afterwards.
because i'm a woman *sigh*

awesomeness 3#
look who's here~~
thank you Allah, I'm blessed with wonderful friends like them.
miss you guys already =(
too bad Suek cant make it.some other time maybe =)
Dello, Bobo, Alia *Dayah & Suek xde :(*

have a nice week everyone!
and yeah, tomorrow is Monday.Monday blues lah apa lagi :/
ahh..rasa macam cuak pula nak masuk office esok.hurmmmmm..
bismillah~
byee! take care ;)


Wednesday, October 5, 2011

dah graduate.lepas tu?

hey hey hello!
sekarang ni kan musim konvo.sana sini org letak gambar graduation.
TAHNIAH sume~ berjaya gak korang habiskan final year project,thesis semua kan.
kesusahan zaman belajar tu la yang akan jadi kenangan terindah korang nanti.
hahaha *gelak jahat*

rezeki kita masing-masing berbeza.

macam aku, belum graduate lagi aku dah ditawarkan pekerjaan.tak sempat pokok anggur aku nak berbuah.
tapi kerja aku sekarang ni takde kena mengena langsung dengan apa yang aku belajar dulu.


macam kilang dah kena tinggal 10 tahun kan? tapi ni lah kilang tempat aku bekerja kat Jakarta.

few samples yang aku dengan Dina dah buat analisis.warna semua sama hitam.keluar lab memang badan penuh arang sana sini.

kawan-kawan yang kat luar sana.sabar ye sementara tunggu dapat kerja.
buat lah kerja part-time sementara nak dapat kerja idaman tu.ataupun, grab je mana job yang dapat.pergi je semua interview yang kena panggil.bukan ape.dapat jugak pengalaman kan?
sekarang ni dah tak pelik lah kalau kite dapat kerja yang bukan dalam bidang kite.no worries =)

ada kawan aku kerja sales jual produk kesihatan.ada yang kerja angkat telefon.ada jugak yang jadi cikgu sambilan (ye...kau le tu Wannor). apa-apa pun.asalkan kerja yang halal kan?

Sudu yang mahal! tak berbaloi.Tutti Frutti lagi berbaloi walaupun mahal sikit.

p/s ; plan nak sambung belajar.insyaAllah =) good luck kawan-kawan.all the best!

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

oh happy things.

ngelo!
eh.dah nak masuk Oktober? hurm.time surely flies too fast.
this week has indeed been a joyous and happy week.

Congratulations to all my friends who have successfully graduated.
esp Ahli Kaji Kuman 08-11.gonna miss you guys =( *sobs*

miss you guys already =((

sedih nanti taktau bila akan jumpa diorang lagi ='(

Padini Warehouse Sale!

damn! can you see the crowd???

thank god my office is not that far from Shah Alam.
and nasib baikkk tak kena saman.fuh~ all item is just rm 5 each.siapa yang taknak woi.
dapat la 4 baju baru nak pergi office.ngehehehe.


i wanna grow old with you.....WESTLIFE!


knowing that Mark Feehily is gay is such a turn-off.
damn.kenapa lah yang gay mesti yang handsome.yang handsome mesti nak gay.
-_____-" annoying.
ahhh.tak payah lah aku nak jerit2 panggil Mark nanti.*kecewa*

take care guys! ;)

p/s ; baru sebulan.tapi macam setahun lamanya =(

Sunday, September 25, 2011

gigigigigigi.

halo.it's me again!

kalau dah musim konvo.macam tak sah la pulak kalau tak ke pesta konvo kan?
pesta konvo kali ni boring yang amat.program pun merepek2 je.
tak seberapa meriah macam waktu aku kat UKM dulu.

kali ni aku dengan aina gi check gigi!
guess who is our Dr Gigi?

akmal!
band buddies and one year junior back in SERATAS.
Dr. Gigi kata kena gosok gigi dengan cara yang betul.haha.
gunalah colgate =P

c'est moi!

ainanananana~

lepas ni nak kena pergi dentist.hurm.
ke nak pergi dentist kat Jakarta? murah sikit.hahaha~

p/s ; nak pergi concert Westlife =( harap2 dapat ticket.amin~

Saturday, September 24, 2011

me back.

ngelo!

i'm back in Malaysia for my convocation this monday!
had a very hectic week in Jakarta.but not as bored as last time.
this time we really really have a lot of work to do.
nak balik Malaysia pun macam berat hati je sebab nak tinggalkan kerja yang tak siap dalam lab tu.
and they really depend on the lab results to continue the production.
tak sampai hati pulak nak kasi tanggungjawab kita kat orang lain sementara kita takde.
still have to wait for the working permit though.so i'll be in Malaysia for quite some time =)

trip kali ni dah bagi aku sedikit sebanyak gambaran sebenar macam mana org Indonesia ni bekerja.i mean, kerja bila diorang ada kat kampung sendiri.
my boss is really determined and he is someone who doesnt want to meddle into nonsense stuffs.
ada satu kejadian kelmarin yang mana Ucl Wahab nak buang dua orang pekerja.
lepas tu esoknya ramai-ramai mogok tak puas hati sebab dia kena buang kerja.
WTH? kalau dah malas, and suka curi tulang.kenapa nak kena membazir duit bayar gaji dia betul tak? come on man, kalau kau nak kerja, kerja betul-betul lah.
dah tu siap bagi ancaman pulak tu.haih.ingat kampung dia.dia boleh buat suka hati ke.

anyhow, i'm glad to be back.and i am so tired right now.
till then, see ya!

p/s ; tak dapat nak main orkestra untuk konvo lagi =(

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

hot hot Bekasi.

ngelo.
i'm back in Bekasi already.
and its my first time flying with KLM airlines.
best naik KLM.better than Air Asia.tak sukaa naik Air Asia T___T
i prefer to take MAS.tapi ye lah...mana nak cekau duit nak naik MAS.huhu.

KLM serve niceeeee food.

strange.Bekasi doesnt seem so alien to me now.
more like......."welcome home" to Jakarta..still....
i wish we have a better place to stay than staying at the cheap hotel.

take care guys.

p/s ; me miss you =(


Saturday, September 10, 2011

super...zzzzzzz~~

yellow!
how are you guys doing?
kepada korang2 yang dah nak balik kolej tu.
selamat balik kolej lah ye! :D
*suddenly miss university life*

ahhhh.kerja ni penat lah.bila dapat duit memang la best.tapi penat T__T
minggu ni production banyak gilaaaa.siap kena kerja weekends.*sobs*
tapi takpe lah.aku pun rela je nak pergi tolong.kerja kan? kena la committed.

haritu ada buat makan2 ajak sedara mara datang rumah.
umi dah banyaaaaaakkk kali request suruh buat shepherds pie ni.
tapi aina malasssss sangat nak buat *aina.biasa la.memang malas*
nak kena ajak alia buat sekali baru menjadi.hohoho.
penat dari kerja pun tak habis lagi.nak masuk dapur buat pie.huuu T___T
i'm glad that everyone complimented on the pie.berbaloi =)

ni pie bogel.sebab ni pie yang takde pastry.hahaha
next time nak cuba buat pie with pastry =)

one of my little pokoks has bloomed beautifully~~
me so happy ^_^ my little pokoks so pretty~


tapi ada satu pokok tu tak nak berbunga pun =(

p/s ; can't wait for convocation ^_^


Monday, September 5, 2011

bye bye ='(


why you go.i very sad.
you not here.i cry ='(
well, it's time to say goodbye.
see you again next year.
insyaAllah.

the long distance is nothing compared to our strong feelings.
please stay strong.

Walau raga kita terpisah jauh
Namun hati kita selalu dekat
Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
Terhapus ruang dan waktu
Percayakan kesetiaan ini
Pada ketulusan, AISHITERU
-Zivillia, aishiteru-


Sunday, September 4, 2011

what is so good about raya anyway?


hellooo~~
still dalam mood raya ke? hihihi.selamat hari raya kepada korang2 yang still beraya tu.
raya kali ni best! mungkin sebab aku excited kot? so rasa semua pun seronok.

apa yang best sangat raya tahun ni?
  • ada buat kuih raya sendiri! hehe.tapi tak sempat nak raya dah habis.bukan buat banyak pun.sekadar nak cuba resepi.hee.tak pernah2 nak buat kuih raya kan.
  • of course la sebab ada banyak nasi impit & kuah kacang! my all time favourite.yang banyak kolesterol tu jugak yang sedap =P
  • dapat pergi takbir rumah ke rumah tahun ni~ siap dapat duit raya lagi.haha.tak sedar diri dah besar :D
  • tahun ni pergi beraya kat Pekan.ziarah kubur arwah atuk belah abah.lepas tu visit sedara mara yang aku tak pernah ingat pun diorang ni sedara.haha.selalu pergi pakai redah je kan.bukan nak ingat sape.sedara mara belah abah la ni semua kat Pekan dengan Kuantan.
  • dapat makan pulut panggang special dengan kari.sedap sangat makan kat rumah Cik Nab.tiba-tiba rasa mcm cool gila sebab dia kahwin dengan lelaki Cina yang sangat cool and baik.kikikiki~
  • kebetulan ada family gathering dekat Bahau, Negeri Sembilan.Tahun ni tak dapat nak beraya kat Kuala Pilah sebab masa sedara mara lain buat konvoi, ktorg still ada kat Kuantan.so tahun ni tak dapat la nak makan ikan keli salai masak lemak cili api dekat Batu Kikir.
  • family gath tu untuk family wan belah umi plak.again.kali ni jumpa uncle2 dgn auntie2 yang tak pernah nak kenal sebelum ni.kebetulan pulak ada anak uncle ni jadi lecturer kat Jakarta? =P
pendek kata, seronok raya kali ni.bersyukur aku masih punya keluarga =)

ahh..yang tak bestnye ;
  • camera buat hal.gambar2 semua tak clear and tak cantik =( hurm.....
  • kat Kuantan ada banyak lipas.......eiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~ tak suka tak suka tak suka.aku rasa kalau ada orang campak lipas kat aku..aku boleh pengsan. T__T
takkan semua benda pun nak seronok ye tak? ekekeke.

p/s ; he's going back already =(


Sunday, August 28, 2011

raya lah.apa lagi?

weehuuu.
selamat hari raya people!

tahun ni semacam excited sikit nak raya eh?
haha.mungkin sebab lepas ni dah nak kena balik ke Jakarta.
oh no =( i dont want to go back.siapa kata kerja kat luar negara best?
perhaps if you are working in Europe, or Japan, or States, or East Asia.
but not in Jakarta.sobs.Bandung best :D love the environment.love the people.love the food.compared to Jakarta.*sigh*

persiapan raya tahun ni adalah sangat sangat minimal for my family.
semua pok-pok-pokai.no new shoes.no new jeans.no new handbags.nothing new at all.
cukup lah baju raya 2 pasang, blouse satu, tudung yang matching dengan baju kurung satu.
tapi tahun ni bila shopping macam sesak gila berbanding tahun2 lepas?
mungkin ramai yang dah migrate ke KL untuk kerja and belajar.

apa-apa pun, selamat hari raya to you guys!
minta maaf semua salah silap.
drive safely, eat healthily, no mercun.
have fun! ;)

p/s ; tak boleh nak kasi duit raya lagi tahun ni.kikiki.

Friday, August 26, 2011

just kill me.

i've been attacked by the korean-addict syndrome.
huuuu....influenced by Dina! huuuuuuuuu........
taknak.addicted.dengan.korea.!
but Jung Yong Hwa is so hard to resist.uhuk.
heartstrings punye pasal lah ni.
Jung Yong Hwa!!~~ *scream scream scream*

*tahan jerit*

grrrrrr...
charming ;)