old enough to get married.

hye guys! 

hari sabtu lepas my friends and I attended one of our classmates big day.

congratulations sharifah nurhidayah and husband!

macam tak sangka dah ada kawan yang dah berkahwin.

oh no.i'm already 23 years old. and yes, i'm old enough to get married! :O

rasa macam sekejap je hidup ni kan?

dari sekolah rendah, sekolah menengah, zaman universiti, dan sekarang dah masuk alam bekerja.

setahun selepas graduation, semua pun sibuk tanya sekarang buat apa, kerja macam mana..projek masters macam mana.hahaha.
hampir setahun kot tak jumpa dengan diorang!
macam2 cerita yang keluar.seronok sangat dapat jumpa diorang semua ^_^

harap2 dapat jumpa diorang lagi =) 

time ada majlis macam ni laa baru nak jumpa ramai2 kan.lepas ni entah bila lagi.

thanks a lot to adib and faraheen sebab baik hati nak bawa kitorang sampai ke kuala selangor. :D

take care! gros bissous~ +hugs+

p/s ; tengah tunggu turn sambil kumpul duit. =P

where do you see yourself in 5-10years time?

hey guys...

cant believe its already november right?

phew~ time sure didn't wait for all of us..

anyway, the reason for the topic is that last night i talked with my childhood bestfriend.

telling she just got back from an interview at this certain company..blablabla..

what strikes me is that...how ambitious she is (like the rest of her family) and she want to get them fast.

she knows her strength, she knows she can do a lot much better. and yes..of course she asked for a higher salary.

gaji dia sekarang pun dah 4 kali ganda dari yang aku dapat.yet she asked for a thousand more.

katanya tak cukup.gila kau takde komitmen apa gaji banyak macam tu pun tak cukup.

bukanlah aku nak kata kite kena comfortable dalam keadaan yang kite berada sekarang.

but then....sigh...mungkin manusia tak pernah puas dengan apa yang diorg ada kot.

as for my situation....

as i stated in my post last october, aku baru je tukar kerja and all that.

entah lah..aku pun ada planning aku sendiri...but now i see them moving in a very slow pace.

its like...i dont get what i really want right now..(apa yang kau nak sebenarnye ni alia)

dan itu membuatkan aku terfikir...apa aku akan jadi dalam masa 5-10 tahun akan datang...

will i be in the same state as i am right now? or am i pursuing my dreams?

maybe Allah have better plans for me =) and i'm sure i wont be in the same state i am right now.

insyaAllah. everything happens for a reason right? =) 

good luck to all of you out there who are seeking for a job.never give up on your dreams ;)

and good luck to you too my favourite engineer ;)

take care and have a nice day!

p/s ; can't wait for walkathon! :D 

eh, hi!

hello october! please, please, please be nice to me.
after a few unfortunate events that has happened to my family,
i hope this month will be a happy and pleasant month for us.

and anyway, aku baru je dapat kerja baru.haha.yea yea aku tahu,
mesti korang ingat aku ni suka nak tukar2 kerja la, kejap itu, kejap ini.
tapi aku harap kali ni aku akan bertahan lebih lama untuk kerja kat situ.

akhirnya, i am a microbiologist =)
tapi....masih banyak lagi yang harus aku belajar dari diorang.and i will give my 100% insyaAllah..

p/s ; yeay boleh kumpul duit nak kawen ^_^

just a small Hi.

Hi all!

I know i've abandoned my blog for quite some time..
for some personal reasons, i just dont want to pour everything out in my blog.
at a certain level i felt like deleting this blog..but then...here i am =)

anyway, nothing much had happened, so there's another reason for me not updating my blog =P

maybe i'll be posting something up later today.check it out yah~

till then, buhbye!

seronoknya undergrad student semua dah cuti.tak dapat la nak merasa nikmat bercuti macam waktu jadi student dulu.

p/s ; one thing i havent managed to get it out of me, for being so careless! *sigh*

p/p/s ; waiting happily.happy happy happy~ thank YOU for letting me feel this kind of happiness again ^_^

i'm just......

pathetic.

dark side.

will you? no, you won't.

44th.

honestly, dulu aku rasa peminat2 korean ni macam takde life.

tak pun sebab diorg forever lonely.mungkin sebab orang2 disekeliling aku macam tu kot.

tapi sekarang mungkin aku dah termasuk dalam golongan tu.

tak tau dah berapa kali aku ulang lagu ni.

='(

emotional eating.

Hey guys,

it's been a boring boring weekend for me.gosh baru hari sabtu kot.

bet you, my sunday will be boring as well.

pergi midvalley esok pun best jugak kan.

I think i have indulged myself into eating ice creams.

well.maybe lately i've been quite emotional and tired.

and i choose ice cream to be my comfort food.yummy right?

 craving for froyo. 

tutti frutti mahal. tak mampu nak makan sekarang =(

froyo J.Co jauh pulak nak ke pavillion. takde teman =((

yums.waffle turnover. *slurp*

roti ice cream dekat pusanika.

serious coughing after eating them almost everyday.

harap2 stall ice cream tu dah takde minggu depan.

kalau tak memang akan beli lagi -_-"

i'm feeding my emotions.hoping that it will quench those feelings....

"You eat because you are upset about something"

How to differentiate between hunger and emotionally hunger?

1. Emotional hunger comes on suddenly; physical hunger occurs gradually.

2. When you are eating to fill a void that isn't related to an empty stomach, you crave a specific food, such as pizza or ice cream, and only that food will meet your need. When you eat because you are actually hungry, you're open to options.

3. Emotional hunger feels like it needs to be satisfied instantly with the food you crave; physical hunger can wait.

4. Even when you are full, if you're eating to satisfy an emotional need, you're more likely to keep eating. When you're eating because you're hungry, you're more likely to stop when you're full.

5. Emotional eating can leave behind feelings of guilt; eating when you are physically hungry does not.

(source)

what about you? ;)

ok bye!

p/s ; solat sunat istikharah, semoga Allah bagi petunjuk, insyaAllah.

factory visit.

Hye guys,

how have you guys been doing?

hope everything goes well..

on Tuesday, Azim and I went to Hiestand in Bangi to do some sampling.

it's Azim's project actually, and Dr. Norra suggested that I tag along with him so I can watch and learn something.

ye lah.how sampling for food is carried out.and apa yang perlu dibuat masa sampling semua.

 kilang roti!

i wish i can work here forever and ever and ever!

sedih, tak dapat roti free ;(

balik UKM terus makan kat bakery.

 the equipment. ice box, gloves, sterile spoons and all.

 ni staff dari UNIPEQ.

on the left tu buat sampling, org belah kanan jadi photographer.

tak tau pun apa nama diorg.

belakang tu ada lab.org lab semua gemuk2, hari2 makan roti.

hahaha~ *mengata kemain*

 DNA analysis to ensure there's no porcine's DNA.

untuk pastikan kehalalan ingredient.and thus the end product.

 sebaldi haa chocolate paste dia.

kalau lah dapat ni.macam makan nutella dengan roti setahun.

Buat sampling dalam freezer.brrrrrrr~

 Meet Azim, one of my new colleagues.

buat project pasal DNA analysis in bakery products and ingredients.

Adib's doppelganger! perangai sebijik macam Adib -___-

tapi cuma talkative terlebih.mulut tak leh nak diam sesaat.

It was a great experience! Dah la pergi kilang roti plak tu.
I wish I can work there, or even live there dengan roti-roti semua tu..
ROTI -_________-
seronok juga jadi RA ni walaupun banyak kerja and penat gila.
one thing yang best, Dr banyak bagi peluang to experience benda baru.
lagi2 bila kita tak familiar dalam bidang ni.
satu lagi, kita jadi rapat dengan Dr..masa belajar dulu mana ade nak borak2 dengan lecturers apa semua.

and semua org pun tanya sama ada akan sambung masters atau pun tak...hurm..
i don't know actually..mungkin kalau ada rezeki =)
dah ada masters nanti, boleh la bukak bakery sendiri  ^_^

okay, that's all for now,
good luck and have a nice week~
grab all the chances in front of you =)
take care, BYE!

explode.

siapa kata jadi RA senang.

"kerja best..tapi penat."

"kerja apa yang tak penat?"

tapi...nak edit journal sampai 4-5 buah, nak buat proposal, nak buat project sampai 2...

-____________-" work overload.

seriously.baru 3 hari kot!

takpe.buat satu2..buat mana yang penting dulu.

insyaAllah semua akan habis.

kuatkan semangat alia! me can do it =)

but i can't focus ;(

ok bye!

percayalah.esok dah isnin.

p/s ; rindu kawan2 universiti.nak gi bakery dengan siapa.nak gi library dengan siapa.nak gi pusanika dengan siapa.nak buat lab dengan siapa.....well.i just have to be independent from now on.i think i can do that =)

.....

new environment.

hello!

aku baru dapat jadi Research Assistant (RA) kat my 'beloved' Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia.

still in microbiology.but FOOD MICROBIOLOGY.

tapi aku takde la nak buat sausage, chocolate, cake, juices, etc. semua tu.

my niche of research is more on food safety and quality.

semalam dengan harini Dr Norra bawak pusing2 tengok lab food science je.

first time pergi bangunan baru.awesome gila!

tapi lab microb macam tak nampak je o_O

budak microb dah banyak lab dah. =P

 food microbe punya lab.

still kat tingkat 3.lab microbe dulu pun semua kat tingkat 3.

rasa macam banyak sangat instrument yang aku tak kenal.

and seriously, nak kena buat molecular?

BLANK -____-"

 lab food science yang sangat awesome berbanding lab microbe.

baru terasa kagum dengan food science ni.

they even have their own 'bakery lab'!  :O

so far, the lecturers have been very friendly.including mine.

ramah, senang bawak bercakap.nanti aku pun takde la segan2 nak bertanya.

walaupun ada juga sikit2 microbe dalam food microbiology ni.tapi serious aku rasa macam blank.

tak reti nak buat molecular2 semua ni.uhuhu.takpe.nothing comes easy~

wish me luck!

take care guys!

appreciate your loved ones.don't be like me =)

p/s ;

semalam aku tunggu, tunggu dan tunggu. lalu aku tertidur kepenatan.paginya aku tunggu lagi.sampai keesokannya.masih tiada apa2.mungkin dia sudah tak perlukan aku.

Konvensyen Jutawan Muslim 2012.

hye all,

today, my mum and I have attended "Konvensyen Jutawan Muslim" organized by ILuvIslam.com

and as usual, iluvislam always has timing issue.kali ni masih boleh bersabar.unlike The Rhythm of Soul we went a few weeks ago.

why we attend this at the first place? because my mum likes money.who doesn't!

konvensyen ni bertujuan untuk memberikan semangat dan sedikit panduan kepada muslimin muslimat untuk menjadi jutawan (insyaAllah) yang diredhai Allah.

and yes, semua speakers yang hadir semua businessman businesswoman belaka.

kecuali Prof Asiah Abd Rahim, seorang arkitek yang bertaraf jutawan.

Pengisian konvensyen ni sangat sangat bagus, most of them shared their stories on what motivated them to work, what inspired them. and some of them are forced to work hard because they are very very poor.

Hampir semua daripada speakers ni, berasal dari keluarga susah. dan yang paling aku kagum sekali is Dr. Asiah (the architect).

Her life journey to success was very very inspiring.Dia kata dia kerja untuk duit.dia ambil semua peluang yang ada.EVERY CHANCES.

bila dia cerita tu, memang terasa sangat kesusahan yang dia hadapi dulu.simpan duit sendiri nak further studies.takde biasiswa, kerja part-time nak tampung yuran pengajian.

student skang ni dok sibuk nak demo hapus PTPTN. -____-

dan kebanyakan daripada speakers ni banyak kali menghadapi kegagalan.

yang penting, kita belajar dari kegagalan, dan jangan ulang balik kesalahan yang sama.

and some say, kalau kita tak boleh nak buat macam dia buat, kita tiru dia.apa dia buat, kita ikut.apa yang dia tak buat, kita jangan ikut.

belajar dari kesilapan orang lain.

hoh.macam kursus motivasi plak. =P

" In every mistake, there lies an opportunity "

i didn't realize that i had this Warren Buffet quote in my laptop for quite some time already.

(i didn't even know who is Warren Buffet until i attended this convention)

did you know that he spend over 90% of his profit to charity?

pengajaran yang aku dapat dari konvensyen ni, dorang yang kaya-kaya ni tak makan duit kotor.

and diorang sentiasa memberi.salah satu matlamat hidup diorg sebelum jadi jutawan, diorang sentiasa nak memberi.

Ustaz Zahazan (Founder of Telaga Biru) kata, mereka ni nak jadi kaya untuk 3 perkara :

1. Jadi orang yang mulia

2. Mahukan ahli keluarga yang mulia

3. Membantu orang lain

and Dr. Niki Shuhada said ;

if you haven't decide on what you want to do in your life, you should ask yourself, 

"what is it for you?"

"what do you want to do?"

i miss you ='((((

Bekas penyanyi Innuendo, Reymee Hussein kata,

write down your goals, know the reasons of your goals, and set a timeline for you to achieve them.

terus jadi bersemangat nak teruskan hidup.haha.boleh laa tanam angan-angan nak jadi jutawan.

it's not impossible kan =) anyway, if any one of you out there yang masih tak tahu hala tuju hidup, eloklah korang fikir betul2 dan korang cuba apa yang korang betul2 minat nak buat.and change that to be your career and passion.

dah dapat duit, jangan lupa buat amal jariah untuk membantu orang2 yang lebih susah dari kita.juga untuk tabung amalan di akhirat nanti~ insyaAllah, Allah berkat dan redha dengan rezeki kita.

good luck!

p/s ; every time i breath, i misses you. every time i blink, i think of you. *sigh*

every time i look at you.

p/s ; when i lost you, i lost my best friend too.the very best of friends...

emotional rant #2

i know this will annoy some of you guys out there.

but i don't care.no one cares anyway........

promised myself that i won't bother you anymore =')

p/s ; 

1. tried to watch "The Vow", but i can't stop these tears from flowing. ='(

2. i know it's not right to say this.but i missed you =')

AbgLong's 28th Birthday.

well.hello!

anyway, to entertain myself and to keep myself occupied,

i cooked for AbgLong's birthday dinner which is today, 25/4/2012.

Happy Birthday AbgLong! dah 28 tahun bila nak kawin ni?

cepat2 kawin, nanti alia boleh kawin plak (calon pun takde nak kawin mende)

planned to bake a birthday cake, but..decided to cook dishes.

so the cake is undoubtedly from Secret Recipe.

Banana Choc Cake.

First try on Pumpkin Soup.

but turns out to be too thick so i called it

Pumpkin Curry Puree.

got the recipe from Dr. Oz's website.

do you know that pumpkin is a very good cancer-fighting fruit (or vege?) because pumpkin has high content of antioxidants.

go away bad free radicals~

anyway, pumpkin pun bagus untuk ingatan.tak nak jadi pelupa makan la pumpkin banyak2.

First try One-Pot Rosemary and Thyme Chicken.

also from Dr. Oz's website.

terasa nak buat bila tengok Masterchef Australia season 3.

alhamdulillah, first attempt buat ni dah menjadi =)

and my family likes it very much.yeay berjaya!

tak susah pun nak buat roasted chicken sebenarnya.

i'm happy when my family is happy.glad that they liked what i have cooked for dinner today.

if it is like the movie Simply Irresistible, they would have felt the sorrow i felt while cooking just now.

let's just not think about it *sigh*

p/s ; people wouldn't care if you're sad.because they can't understand what you feel.

emotional rant.jangan baca.

its time to start over.

start a new life..

everything will be alright, alia.

just have faith!

padan muka aku la salah sendiri.terima la balasannya. *gelak pedih*

i know where i stand now..

goodbye.

you deserve someone better =')



p/s ;
1. nak kawin nanti mintak mak je carikkan pasangan.insyaAllah bahagia.
2. sedihnya nak balik bangi lagi =(((((((( everything is different now.huhu.Ya Allah, give me strength to handle all of this...

Wind Orchestra Preliminary Round 2012.

Hi all!

like previous years, aku suka nak bagi aku punya own review on SBP Wind Orchestra Comp.

of course lah SERATAS tetap di hati.

but sadly, Seratas Royal Rhapsody didn't make it to the finale.

Festal Scenes and Rasa Sayang.

Rasa Sayang ni rasanya Uitm dah pernah main masa IPTA WOC 2010 dulu.

tapi Uitm kalah dengan SDAR (Panda cakap)

Untuk aku yang pertama kali dengar lagu Festal Scenes ni,

aku tak berapa nak suka kat lagu tu.

Unlike last year's Abram's Pursuit, maybe for an opening song, its quite boring and mellow.

for my untuned ears, ada juga parts yang kasar dan tak bersih.

(bab2 tuning aku dah out)

cikgu kata Seratas main ok.takde rezeki tahun ni. =(

loyal supporters of Royal Rhapsody!

anyway, its a tough competition this year.very tough indeed.

i think semua sekolah memang improve gila2 sampaikan sekolah yang tak disangka2 masuk final, masuk final.

and so the finalists are ; SESMA, SDAR, SSAS, SainsKu, TKC, SMACH, SMSS & SSP

i'm still proud of STAR's yang bawa lagu Tanjung Katong and Pursuit.dah tak teruk sangat macam tahun2 lepas.

and SMSAH's with their Pirates of the Carribean and Lelaki Ini.

undoubtedly, TKC is awesome this year, main sedap and lagu pun best.

maybe i'll root my vote for TKC this year =)

dah vote TKC sejak pergi Royal Concert diorg haritu.hahaha.

" Without music, life is nothing "

" The band conductor must lead the band, not being lead by the band "

ok bye!

p/s ; dewan UNITEN macam tak best je nak buat orkes.

p/p/s ; tengok orchestra diam2 sikit boleh tak.takyah la nak menggedik cakap kuat2 bila org lain tengah nak concentrate tengok orkes.

=((

faking a smile is easy.

hiding your feelings is tricky.

*sigh*

Tangled.

" There is nothing left to say

To you

That you wanna hear

That you wanna know

I think I should go "

" And I've done you so wrong,

Treated you bad,

Strung you along,

Oh shame on myself,

I dont know how i got so tangled up"

MIHAS 2012.

MIHAS is back in town!

but this year it is open to public for one day only.

memang tertunggu2 la MIHAS ni.ehehe.next year nak jadi volunteer lah =P

tapi tahun ni tak banyak sangat makanan macam previous years.

takde dim sum.takde free pau =(

ahaha.datang perut kosong, balik kenyang makan free food~

homaii..cakess! tapi kena beli.heekk

bought those canned drinks ;)

bibu pun adeeee~ kebetulan lahh ade bibu jugakk :D

aina cakap dia suka makan free food!

aku dah tak berapa berkenan sangat nak makan choc.

London Dairy yang sangat awesomeeee!

macam haagen dazs ok~

too bad dia takde jual =( cuma bagi tester je.

i'm a happy kid! yeay ice cream!

Dato' Chef Ismail pun ado.

popoko, ni la haa barbican yang org cakap tu.

drinks tu, bukan org tu tau.macam sparkling juice la.

Ezani takde, dapat jumpa Abg K pun boleh lah!

Alia-cooLaaaaa~

ahaha.dapat free candy dari booth arab ni.

dia kate 'its for kids only', tapi bagi plak kat ktorg =P

seronoknyee dapat gi MIHAS! free food sape tak suka.heeee.

harap2 tahun depan ada lagi, and lagi banyak booth best2 ada.

thanks Bibu for the ride to Digital Mall and all those explanations =)

i really need a new camera soon~

LX5, wait for me~

p/s ; tak dapat jumpa eien dengan adib, tapi dapat jumpa Bibu! ;)

#totallyidol.

the thing i like about american idol is their choices of songs.

and they are really talented. memang follower setia setiap tahun =P

colton & skylar

phillip phillips!

tak tahu kenapa, tapi suka sangat dua-dua lagu kat atas ni =)

ok bye!

take care and have a great weekend~