+demam genetik+

al-kisah..
harini 30hb april 2009
hari ini dalam sejarah..
first time dlm hidup aku....
silap tgk jadual utk exam....
terasa bongok sungguh diri ini

+damn!+

yg aku tahu exam pkl 12tgh
rupe2nye pukul 8.30!
sib bek aina call sbb nk pi ngan alif...
mmg terkejut beruk...geesh~
agaknye beruk pun xde terkejut mcm aku pagi tadi.
n luckily aku dah bangun n 100% sedar mase tu..

genetik punye pasal~~
oh genetik..
alhamdulillah dpt buat dgn baik..
walaupun ade yg x sure..xpe lahh~~

ni yana ade kasi award..
sbb blog aku best kot..ngahaha~
tp aku pun x pasti award ni utk ape..
so aku xnk kasi korg sume..sbb aku kedekut.

umi...i wanna go home ='(

rindu same moto2 dgn mr.devil~

+bissous~+

ergh!

tertekan betul..dgn keadaan yg menekan2..
aih...lengkali alia...
katekan tidak pada benda yg anda taknak...faham??
okay okay~
i'll listen to you...next time~

masalah btul laa celcom ni..
so diyaizzati..i really hope that you can help me with this matter..
i've already called the celcom customer service..
and they asked me to go to the maxis center plak and let them handle it~
oh god~
xnk la tuka number or ape2..
i hope i can go back to the same old maxis..
sbb yg skarang ni the same num..but the prob is..
it's POSTPAID..
and where the hell i can get the money to pay the bills?

okay fren..(hopefully you're still working there..)
and i really really need ur help now..
to settle things down..
so let me know how to contact u okay?
thanx~ ;)

Amira Adnan!!

sape x kenal mirad kan..
aku rase..satu dunia..pun kenal die..
bukan bukan...mane die pegi..gerenti konfirm sume org kenal die..
yup..my one and only besfren..kwn baik sehidup semati..
walaupun die ade byk lagi kwn-kwn baik selain alia najiah..
alia najiah tetap rase die kawan yg terbaik..
in fact...the best motivator..counselor..erk~
dah laa mirad...kau tu dah cukup kembang...
jgn kembang2 lagi ehh aku puji kau nih..
dlm ni je aku nk puji2 kau...ekekekeke..

kau tau hati aku ni 'suci murni' kan kan?
walaupun aku slalu kutuk2 kau..tp aku kutuk dpn2..hehehe..
no offense babe...i'm blunt when saying the words..
but you know me...i never meant to hurt ur feelings rite?
my besfren dari form 1 lagi..smpikn form 5..
diorng kate mirad ni bodyguard saye~
oh ya...kadang2 we found sumthing common between us kan mirad??~

mak die lahir same bdate dgn my mum..which is on the 5th of may
mase f2 dgn f3 laa tahun kami paling rapat..maybe mase tu pun nk exam..
bile dah naik upper form...kami dah agak renggang...but still close..
maybe because we're not in the same stream..huhu
ape2 pun...i'm looking forward till the day we're going to meet again dear..
really miss to have a friend like you..
(aku yg susah nk berkawan snanye)

jgn sedih2 lagi ok? aku tau kau periang..gembira and all that...
just be urself in whatever you do..
dunt bother about those who didnt care for you..
good luck in ur future undertakings babe..
muahxXxxxXx!
love yah~

p/s= kau jgn gemuk2 sgt deb...kang jadi bantal peluk aku plak dah..(euw???)

sleepy head~

1)anda perlu "printscreen" wallpaper anda yang sedang guna sekarang, jangan dusta, kerana kurang digemari.
2)beri tahu mengapa anda suke "wallpaper" anda itu.
3)tag 10 orang.
4)itu sahaja.

wallpaper ni gambar gloria dgn moto-moto~~

our beloved baby hippos~

yeay~

comel kan dua ekor badak ni..

hehe...bought in alamanda =P

yg gemuk belah kanan tu moto-moto.

ehehe..

hippos yg membawa cinta bersama mereka ;)

mengantuk nye~

sangat mengantuk..

sangat sangat mengantuk..

but i need to study...

dang!

oh genetik..oh aBm....

aku sangat cinta...tp kenape sangat susah~

huhu~~~

merapik lah aku ni..

for sure..xde mood nk study mlm ni..

baru lepas satu paper beb~

x sabar nk balik rumah..

exam pun baru mula nak balik kebende~

alia oi~~~~~~

tp nnt baru je nk start cuti..

ade bengkel muzik lah pulak..

membunuh mood aku betul~

hadoi~~

xtau kenapa agak susah utk memberi komitmen dlm band kat ukm ni..

berbanding dkt seratas dulu..

maybe sbb kat sini x seberapa seronok mcm kat skolah...

huhuh..pegi je la...no cmplaints~

lagipun bangi sekarang ni dah x seronok mcm dulu =(

dah la~ jgn merapik banyak2~~~~~~

-out-

i dont know..

i also dunt know..

what is the THING that i DONT KNOW..

+sigh+

all i know is that i dunt want to feel like this anymore..

i'm sorry =(

i know its my fault..

but i'll try to improve okay?

sorry...sorry...sorry

huhu

xnk lagi pke bukan2...

xnk lagi pke merapu2..

xnk lagi pke yg negative aje..

(haiyo...susahnye nk berubah)

be positive!! and stay that way~ 

+double sigh+

musim exam ke musim sakit?

ya ya i know its exam season~
everyone is busy preparing for their exam..
but i think this semester is less tense than the last one..
maybe maybe...mengapakah?
i also dunno..
study mcm biase...skali soalan klua cam nk tercirit je..
harap2 x jadi mcm tu lah time exam nnt..
insyaAllah =)

and kenapa ye...
mcm rmi org yg sakit?
x kira la sakit jenis ape pun..
mirad pun nak sakit...pepam pun...wannor pun..including me,myself and i..
oh..x perlulah dinyatakan disini aku sakit ape..
nothing serious~~

its just that when i didnt get my 'drug'..
my 'condition' will get worse..
haha...dpt sikit2 pun cukuplah =)
sementara masih ade kesempatan..
tp serious aku ade sakit ni..aku pun xtahu apa..
penyakit kulit ke ape...huhu..
hopefully it wont bring anything serious to me..
one after another...aihhh..
silap2 kena kuarantin nnt aku ni.. +dang!+

really miss him =(
dgn perbezaan jarak dan masa yg sgt ketara..
agak susah utk terus berkomunikasi begini..
sooner or later..
it will have to end..
but no matter what..
we'll find a way to keep in touch right?
insyaAllah.. =)
always have faith in ourselves okay?

take care people~
all the best in everything you do do do~
till later~
chiaow~

muahxXxXx!

byebye ='(

huhu..
it's time to say goodbye..~
+sobsob+
that day..my syahir aizat dgn lin nk fly gi france dah..
so..haritu dina and me..all the way from bangi trun pj sbb nk ikut bib..
bib is in um..so..kne trun um lahh~

kami 5 org pegi klia skali..
bibu.amin.alia.aina.dina.
thanx to bibah sbb sudi bwk kitorng gi klia..
dgn bangi hujan nye..kasut,seluar sume basah..redah je~
sedih nye..tp xde la nk nangis kat situ..
sib bek sempat jugak siap projek tu nk kasi kat die..
i gave him a scrapbook of our memories..hehe..
made it myself =) sorry yahh sbb lame sgt nk siapkan bende tu..
hope u like it =]

kami x dpt nk luangkn byk sgt masa dgn diorng...esp lin..
sbb lin nk spend mase dgn family die..lagipun diorng sume ade taklimat..
dpt jumpe lin kejap je..tu pun die dah nk check in..
jumpe die dkt gate je...
kami dinner kat mcd je..sbb syahir aizat baik hati nk blanja sume org mkn..
ngahaha~ ade jugak lah family die dtg skali..
segan je~~~~ ;P

huhu..sedih pun sedih jugak...
tp simpan je lah..bukan lame sgt pun die pergi sane.. (kot??)
he asked me to keep the dragon necklace for him..
nak pakai bolehhh x?? haha~
terharu jugak bile die suh simpankn..bcause he always wear it with him..
no wonder the last time we webcam he didnt wear it...i see~

sure gonna miss him like hell =/
sobsob..take care syahir aizat..
jgn lupe kat org tau...
muahxXxXx~
nnt jage moto2 dgn mr.devil baik2 tau..
gloria n mrs.devil misses them.huhu
byebye~

au revoir amour~

bye syahir aizat =(

lin muka nk nanges dah~

mau pulang~

double the excitement

haha.

gila x gila aku peduli apa.

early in the morning i made my way to kl sentral~

woOhOo..

konon nk tebus kesalahan aku pun gerak laa awal2 kan..

haha~ i dunt know where to go...n what to do...

ehh...its not that i dunt KNOW what to do...

tp org nye x sampai lagi..

so..i decided to wait at mcD and while waiting i can read my notes~

smbil mkn mcflurry..hehe..

alhamdulillah things got better btween us..

when we met...as though as nothing has ever happened..
but we both know what we did wrong and forgive each other..

thank god that didnt change us at all.. =)

and we had our very last sushi with such excitement as always~

penat mcm mane pun...

i'll do anything for you..

thanx for giving us a second chance..

gonna miss you when ur gone =(

mlm tu nk pegi jamuan plak..

mkn sedap2....btmbh gemuk laa wey~

adoi...susah btul ble dpn mata ade mknn sedap2 ni..

konfirm balun semua.
seronok juga jamuan tu wlpn pada mulanye mmg liat nk bayar..

bkn xnk bayar...tp xde duit..

well...it's worth it.. =)

i miss you..

ingt lagi mase kat skolah..

when i'm missing sumone..

nnt msti nk suh mirad nyanyi kan this particular song..

amy mastura - siapalah aku..

mirad nyanyi lagi best..sbb lagi dkt dgn telinga.. (mirad dok sblh je)

lagipun mirad nyanyi lagi sedap..lagi menyentuh perasaan..

skang nk suh mirad nyanyikan..

tp die dah jauh...jauh...jauh...

xpe lah...

aku nyanyi sendiri...

Siapalah aku ini 
Yang ingin memetik cintamu 
Siapalah seadanya 
Diriku di sisimu 

Kau punya segalanya 
Sedangkan aku insan hina 
Hidupku penuh dengan kisah duka 
Antara kita jurang nya berbeza 

Biarlah usahlah 
Bermain dengan api 
Kelaknya terbakar sendiri 

Biarlah tersimpan 
Segala perasaan 
Rahsia hatiku terhadapmu 
Siapalah aku

ade org kate...

tgh bodo2 blur2 bengong2 cmni...
pedulik apa wei~
ade org kate..
kite kene percaya dgn ape yg kite buat..
oleh itu....
saye pun purRrRrcaya....
percaya ape? tahapehape tah..
blur suda~ (exam nk dekat blur2 amende!)
okay2...back to kesedaran..
when you wanna do something...go for it..
believe that what ur doing..is the best..

kawan saye kate...

you hafta remember one precious thing

it is you who decides ur next step

you choose

you put ur point

n u go for it

n THEN fate decides

when the telling starts...

the quarrel shall come near... (ni ape plak?) (abaikan)

yeay~ thanx friend..(you know who you are)

you really made me feel a lot lot lot lot lot better =)

hee~

closer...

i dunt want to lose you..

what happened to me... =(

it's like i'm back to my 'negative' side..

huhu..

xnk perkara yg sama berulang lagi...

really dont want...

i'm sorry...

i'm so sorry...

i didnt mean to treat you that way...

i didnt love you the way i want to...



i cant sleep...so now i'm doing the only thing that can make me happy..
i put my love n care in this thing..
hope that when u get this...u will feel the same way i feel when i make it...
=)


so close....but still..

so far...

+study mode+

okeh..
memandangkn minggu exam hampir tiba..
kne ready stock makanan byk2..
sbb bile time exam..
mmg malas nk klua bilik and beli food..
hehe..
maybe klua bilik kalo nk beli topup je kot?

paling benci minggu exam..
sangat tension..
but well...semua org pun kne hadapinye kan?

wish me luck~
and good luck to you guys~ =)
all the best okay??
take care too~
hekhek..

mirad..
minggu exam paling senang nk diet ohh.
kau kne wat mcm aku
milo + oat = gerenti kurus
x pun kau join je program realiti The Biggest Loser tuh..
ngehehehe~
no offense babe~
love you..muahxXxXx~

ape malang sgt ni~

i lost my purse =(

misplaced maybe..

but i cant find it anywhere.. huhuhu

not in any of my bags...drawers...bawah katil...

dlm bakul baju kotor..dkt meja yg semak..

or boxes...or clothes..

WaAaAaaAAAAaAAaAaAaaAAaaAaaAAaAaAaaAAa~~~~~~~~

mane ni....mane ni....

nk purse...

nk duit....

nk bank card...

nk ic....

nk gamba~

huhuhu...

have anyone seen my purse~~~~~~~~~~~

please return it back to me..

+sobsob+