you got what you deserve

results are out...
+damn+
bangun pun dah lewat..
so x excited sgt nk tau dpt brape..

all i can say to myself is...
to work harder next sem..
which will be starting next week..
jgn main2 la wei..~~
its not that bad actually..
but knowing that other friends got better result..
ohhh..quite sad... =(
you can say that...
u cant compare with them bcos they're taking diff course..
yea....
but stilll........~

"mcm mane kite study..mcm tu la result nye"

saat2 mcm ni laa rindu gile kat kwn2 mase mtrx dlu..
dello pagi2 lagi dah msg dah..tnye result
sorry la dello..aku baru nk tido time tu..
bobo...dayah...dello...suek..
huhuhu..
bobo said its okay..ur doing fine...
dello pun kate mcm tu juge..
maybe~
miss them so much =(
they are the ones who comfort me when i'm down..
those who i can talk to..
lepak2...mkn2 kat cafe...study same2..bengong2 same2..
smpikn bile x jmpe weekend pun..
rase mcm dah lame x jumpe...

now diorng sume kat U laen2..
jauh2 plak....xleh nk hang out same2 dah..
please dunt forget me u guys!
love you so much~
wish you luck in your future undertakings~
lots of love
muahxXxXx~

sbb korg ade baru kem ni best!

my mtrx besties~

ur my sumone when i have no one

+after 20 days+

all the way from perak to selangor..
for sure..
distance wont tear us apart..
the journey on the early morning of 20th december..
really worn him out..
but we both know it's worth it kan?

after 20days not seeing him...
i feel so nervous..and plus the very very excitement...
now u know why i cant wait for 20th of december rite?
(yelaa...betul laa dello ckp =P)
(insomnia la konon~) haha

20th december
we didnt go anywhere..
since our plan A didnt work out..
so we just move on to plan B...
i invited him to come over to my house..
and we just celebrate our 3rd monthly anni there..
he bought 3 slices of cake from secret recipe..
and 3 candles...
hahaha...sempena our 3rd monthly anni.. =)

we spent our day just talking about stuffs...what's going on...
blablabla...
hee...i gave him a hand-made frame..
not actually hand-made laa..
tp self decorate..
and he gave me this cute red devil beanie (sbb die kate saye dah jahat skang)
a beautiful + colourful hp strap and a bar of cadbury chocolate....
so thoughtful of him.. =)
we spent the day watching movies..
sepi and p/s i love you..
we just want to watch the movies together...
sbb itu baru tgk..haha..
and then we spent our time finishing those cakes...hahaha
u know...cheese...so agak....mengambil masa yg lame.. =P

cappucino cheese,chocolate indulgence,chocolate cheese

21st december

despite of my 'insomniac' thingy..

i'm going to sunway pyramid with my dear syahir aizat today..

well...yea....agak bengong...disorientation...hahaha...

bengonglahh saye..

i took the train from paramount to kl sentral..

met him at taman jaya station..

and off we go to kl sentral..

okay kiddies..

kalo nk pg sunway pyramid nek public transport..

you can go either by ktm until subang jaya..and then took the cab or bus..

first thing we got there...of course we went to buy the movie tickets..

we wanted to watch yesman..

and then we went to the blue atrium...

which where the ice skating ring is...

ye saye...kami nk pegi ber'ice-skating'..

that's why i'm so over-excited..

best gile~~

you guys should really try and go ice-skating with ur partners..

haha...we really really really had fun..

maybe because this is the first time for syahir aizat...

and its the umphteen time for me. =P

wow...and he is really sweating sbb nervous kot?

haha..omg..this is really fun..we difinitely are going to do this again..

insyaallah... =)

those expressions..happiness..excitement...laughs..

i take a mental photograph of him for my own hall of memories...

we had our lunch at sushi groove....

sangat sedap...(for me)

worth the price..and of course suitable for our grumbling stomach

=)

it's movie time~

the story was freakingly hillarious~

u just cant stop laughing...haha~

best2...mcm nk tgk lagi je.. =P

later we went to the arcade..

mcm aktiviti tetap plak la kan gi arcade ni... =)

main ddr,ez2dance yg mcm s*it!

susah nk mampos lagu die....tersilap pilih difficulty...hoho!

then kitorng just lepak2 and pusing pyramid je..

penat lorr..

and i guess sunway is difinitely larger than mid?

dah bape kali pegi pun x abes pusing lagi..

huhu..

well dear...

looks like our plan have gone smoothly..

and sorry nizam..x dpt gi wedding abg kau...

aina je laa yg jadi wakil aku ek?

hik...reallly had fun..plus the excitement...

extremely tired...

after a few more rounds of ddr with abg ngah...

balik trus kiok!
chalo! until next time..

muahxXxXxXx...

p/s=i love you syahir aizat..

ngee~~

insomniac i am?

omg..
lately i'm facing the difficulty to sleep -> insomnia..
it never happened before during this holiday season..
only in this week maybe..
dunno why..
i tried to sleep....
my body is tired..but my head just couldnt shut down..
in the end...
i just lay awake in the dark..
thinking nothing.. +blank+

okay..right now..it's 6.19am
which is very impossible for me to be awake at this time of hour..
usually i'm still sleeping right now..
dozing off , nothing to care about...
but what about now??
oh dear dear...
it's the second time this happened..
or...third time i guess...huhu...

so i decided to google up in the internet at this early hour of 21st dec
what's wrong with me?!
let's see what i've got...hee~

insomnia -> involve in difficulty falling asleep when you first go to bed at night, waking up too early in the morning, and waking up often during the night.

all types of insomnia can lead to daytime drowsiness, poor concentration, and the inability to feel refreshed and rested in the morning.
fyi, hours of sleep is depends on the individual...
a person might only sleep for only 4 hours...
and they awake feeling refreshed the next day..
this means the person already got a restful sleep..
a life-threatening disease are unlikely to cause problems with sleep..
mostly because of poor sleeping habits...
(just like me maybe..?)

it says there that...insomnia might likely cause:
-dark circles under the eyes
-disorientation
-fatigue
-irritability
-posture changes
-reduced energy level..

okay..so far...i only have dark circles under my eyes..
and a little bit of disorientation..
oh...sbb tu ke bengong2 kebelakangan nih?
erk...huaaa..~

okay..now...let's see what the causes of insomnia might be
-aging
-bed or bedroom that does not promote sleep
-diseases such as such as an enlarged prostate, cystitis, COPD, arthritis, heartburn and heart or lung problems
-exhilaration or excitement
-lack of exposure to bright light or sunlight
-jet lag
-sleeping too much during the day
-stress and worrying
-wake-sleep pattern disturbance

okay wow..
i only jot down those which are likely to be related to my condition right now..
aging? i've just turned 19 last november.. =P
hurm..maybe~
and yes, i have a bed which does not promote sleeping...or maybe the pillow..
i'll wake up the next morning and go to my brother's room...
so that i can sleep on his fluffy pillow...
haha~
diseases? erm...how should i know? huhuhu..
maybe yes..maybe no...
lately i didnt control my eating habits...oh god...
S.m.S -> save my soul
excitement?? totally! haha
lack of exposure to sunlight??
errr...maybe...didnt get out from this house...
for...a week?
c'est normal~
jet lag? no no..~
sleeping too much during the day?? for sure! haha...
i sleep at 4am and wake up 2pm the next day~ LoL

okay..the conclusion = wake-sleep pattern disturbance..
hahahaahah~
insomnia lahh saye~
huUuUu~

ways to overcome it?
-avoid emotional upset or stressful situations before bedtime
-eat light snack before bedtime.e.g warm milk
-establish a regular bedtime
-take ur tv,or computer out of ur bedroom! (haha! as if~~ =P)
-use bedroom, for bedroom activities only! baek~~

haha..u can find articles about insomnia anywhere,anytime..
but who cares!
i'm posting this in my blog anyway...
xnk bace sudah~

-saye insomnia kah? =P -
+lotsa love+

i'm just an observer

i'm just an observer...

i only watch and see...

i open my eyes and watch around me...

what u've been up to lately..

and i dont know how to tell you..

i dont how how to talk to you...

what have gone wrong?

everything is wrong with you..

it's like...

i dunt know u anymore...

u just keep urself in ur room..

not talking to anyone in the house..

u just talk with ur frens..

and talk to the computer..

who are they?

are they good to you?

do they treat u rite?

and yes...all of them are guys..

and now dont u tell me that ur girlfriends dunt want to be ur friends anymore..

what wrong with u?

ur bills are mountain high..

i know u have the money to pay

but why dont you use it on something more useful..

or maybe more money is coming next term?

that now you are spending them lavishly?

its not that i'm being bossy..

i know its ur life...

but for once...

please think what's best for you...

please learn how to appreciate...

please be thoughtful enough about how people are concern about u..

those who cared....who loved you...

those whom you have thrown away...

far far away...

i hope someday you would realize...

which is good....and which is bad....

woOoOo~~

yeah baby yeahh!!~

sabtu akhirnya tiba....

esok sabtu~

weEeEeEe~

eventhough it's not like we planned earlier..

but i hope it's going to be a great day for the two of us..

insyaallah.. :)

+lots of love+

20dec minggu depan ye..

ape ade 20dec ni...
rock the world 8?
nk pegi ke?
no no....i'm going sumwhere else..
aduhai....
nervous pun ad...nape nk nervous plak ni..
mcm laa x pnah klua dgn die..
dah lame x klua kot?

nk pegi mane ek...
klcc? mid? sunway? mines?? alamanda??
no no...last two jauh sgt..hehe

heee...suda ade bnde yg mau kasi kat die..
project??
nope2...
baru siap 10%
project tahun dpn la ye kasi.. =)
maybe on our 4th anni?
hee..x sabar nye nk kasi..
simple...but maybe...okay kot? =P

huhu...cuti pun suda mau habis..
result bile laa nk klua...aduhai...

-chiaow-

ipt band comp

i just came back from jb on thursday morning....
the ipt band comp or ipt wind orchestra was held in jb..at persada,johor..
sponsored by johor corporations..
from 2nd-3rd of december 2008..

okayh...basically..
all the rules and regulations...same saje mcm sbp wind orchestra..
and at first i was like..
"wow..cool...sbp pun ade orkes...ipt pun ade orkes...bleh join"
and of course akan ade lagi tahun2 akan datang..
this was the first time it was carried out..
pengarah tu kate...
"ceo-ceo pun ramai yg tau main alat musik..so why dont kite anjurkan ptandingan orkes for ipt students"

ukm mmg last minute pnye style..
a week after examination baru nk start berlatih..
means students sume dah pulang bercuti and ramai yg xnk join dah..
and yes...pihak pengurusan inform lambat sangat..
so...luckily i live in petaling jaya..haha!
we started our practice one week earlier..yes...hanye satu minggu utk berlatih..
and ukm main lagu "spain" by chick corea and arranged by jay bocook n "yang mana satu" by tan sri p.ramlee arranged by en.adzan..
"yang mana satu" mmg petik jari je..
but "spain"..errr....dunno how to describe the song..
jazz...catchy...lively...and hanye 2 minutes plus..
haha...mcm mane agaknye lagu tu ek?
kalo berminat nk dgr mcm mane lagu tu...pg cari sendiri ek..

truthfully...hanye satu minggu...mmg x cukup nk practice main lagu spain tu.
mostly student ukm yg join ptandingan ni...sme beginners je..
yg tatau basic ape2...and then trus main..
just know how to blow and notes...
dont know ape2 lagi articulation..intonation...+sigh+
but i'm proud of them for their semangat..
walaupun tatau main...gagahkan jugak nk main..
cool2x~
and merapatkn lagi the bond between chinese and malay..
bcos majority mmg chinese..one week together...we had lots of fun..yeay!

best nye ade band waktu cuti..meaning..
i got to spend more time with my syahir aizat!
yeay~~ before die balik cuti..
sangat best!
weekend msti luang masa dgn die..
maybe pegi somewhere watch movies or ape2..
jumaat,sabtu,ahad.....just for you sayang..~
muahxXxXxx~

kami gerak ke jb hari selasa..2nd of december..early in the morning...about 9am
aih...mcm biase laa...bdk2 band msti akan ad perasaan mcm..
"i'm proud to be in this band" haha!
okay..not all of them...but i do have feelings like that..
just like way back in seratas...aih..gila rindu zaman2 kat skolah..

the best part is..
smpi di jb...tried to call panda(ridzuan)..sbb nmpk a group of uitm students in the lobby..
and like...wow~~ he's coming towards me looking somewhat like..unbelievable ke ape..
dlm hati msti die mcm "btul ke alia ni?" =P
and dgn spontan nye nmpk juge syahid...and i called out for him..
yeay!!~
gmbire nye dpt jmpe kwn2~ esp panda...syahid da slalu jumpe..haha~
being section-mates with him for 3 years...n now he's my rival?
haha...damn2~
agak kagum dgn band uitm...sbb for sure diorng sume ade asas dlm musik and dpt memainkan lagu2 dgn baik..

okay..the competition was on the 3rd of december..
6 orchestra groups from 5 universities (uitm,ukm,utm,uum,upsi)
upsi sent 2 groups...one senior group and one junior group..

results=
1st - uitm = malay folklore symphony + declaration,ballade and final (a suit in one moment)
2nd - upsi senior = alvamar overture + gunung kinabalu
3rd - upsi junior = last to defend + itulah sayang

of course...they played very well...
uitm deserve the 1st place..
ukm main dgn teruk...ya lorr....x cukup org plak..
we'll try again next year!
tp still rase mase sbp wind orchestra lagi best..
i mean dari segi management...persembahan...quality... =)
miss those moments back in school...

abes pertandingan...terus pack our things..mau pulang suda..
b4 balik singgah danga bay dulu..
hehe...1st time pegi johor nihhh~~
okay..die mcm theme park ek??
amik piccies byk2,sewa beskal yg leh naik 2 org tu..then main bumper car..
so much fun!
just wished that i could go there with my dear syahir aizat..
=) mesti lagi best!
smpi ukm pukul 2 pagi...gila penat!
but it's worth it kan? =)

at danga bay, johor

dgn panda!!!!!~~

ukm banders

geng bus skolah (ajai xde)

saxophonist and tubist

alia n ong (clarinet) sim (trombone) maggie(flute) shikin (trumpet)

say E!