the right path.

the right path hasn't yet to be chosen.

what do i really want to do in life?

what do i really want to be in years to come?

where do i want to be?

practitioner? academician? kuli?

life is full with unanswered questions.

am i letting go a once in a lifetime chance if i let go of this one?

what am i going to lose? what will i gain from this if i let go of the another?

is this the best thing for me?

am i capable to do it?

take your time.breath deeply.with a calm mind, layout the plans carefully.

and last but not least, always reach out to our Creator.Allah the Almighty.

InsyaAllah, Allah akan beri petunjuk.

and insyaAllah, it will be the best for you.

p/s ; galau.

LDR.again.

a friend on FB shared this.

sangat sedih ='(

you know,

you have always been my best friend,

my diary, the chatterbox, the funny one,

the one and only.

what would i do without you =')

sorry that i always nag about health and so on..

just dont want to lose another person that i love so much..

=)

p/s ; keep your love ones close, before they go away or taken from you.

depressed.

sabar je la..hurmmmm.

hendak seribu daya, tak nak seribu dalih.

or shall i say, mungkin belum/bukan rezeki aku lagi.

not just yet. =/

p/s ; good things come to those who waits.sometimes.

the clafoutis.not.

hye peeps!

hari khamis lepas abgngah baru balik dari Sydney and surprisingly bought cherries and few boxes of strawberries.

and the cherries are quite ripe so kalau tak cepat dimakan nanti sia-sia je.

and so aku cakap awal2 yang aku nak buat cherry clafoutis.

so i put aside my portion of cherries.

asalnya aku tahu pasal clafoutis ni bila aku tengok junior masterchef Australia.

so alang-alang dah ada cherry, boleh la try buat clafoutis.

aku guna resepi dari JoyofBaking.you can check the recipe if you're interested to try =)

and here's mine :

red cherries

pitted cherries simmered with butter and sugar.

pour the batter until the cherries are fully immersed or partially up to your liking.

now we bake.and wait.

cherry clafoutis.tapi tak jadi.

the taste is fair but the texture is not what i expected.

supposed the batter would turn into a soft pudding-like fillings to the cherry.

but it was my mistake because i think i put a little too much flour into the batter.

so....hasilnya jadi kental macam...entahlah..tapi yang aku tau tak jadi la clafoutis ni.*sobs*

sudahnya aku sorang je yang makan. =(

at least aku dah trial and error resepi ni and aku tahu hasil dia sepatutnya jadi macam mana.

eiii.tu la gatal nak letak tepung lebih sikit tu kenapa.uhuk.

makan sejuk2 pun sedap.rasa macam makan puding roti dengan anggur.hee.

tak jadi pun tak jadi lah.at least it is still edible.*ayat nak sedapkan hati*

ok bye! have a nice sunday~

good luck in whatever you're doing =)

never give up and always have faith in yourself!

p/s ; my little pokoks dah bertambah! i just bought myself a japanese rose.senang sikit nak jaga =)

ini...bakwan

hello again!

masa aku baru kerja kat Cibitung, tempat makan semua tak tau dekat mana, so kitorang kena jalan2 cari makan lah..

first time makan bakwan ni aku ingat lagi dekat Warung Mbak Ning.

dekat kedai tu dia jual makanan Sunda.bakwan dia macam sedap gila~

aku tanya pak ujang, gorengan apa tu yang ada jagung dalamnya..

dia pun bagitau la nama gorengan tu bakwan.yang ada jagung tu, bakwan jagung~

hah.balik Malaysia aku sibuk je tanya bibik dia tau tak nak buat bakwan.

tos jagung dulu ye~ lagi sedap guna jagung yang fresh.bukan dalam tin

sugar, spice and everything nice~

diaduk-aduk sehingga sebati

and we sizzle till frizzle~

taddaaaa~ bakwan jagung nya udah siap~ pas untuk dimakan~

eleh, bakwan jagung ni, cucur jagung je sebenarnye.

saje je aku nak kecoh lebih.

ok byeeee! :D

p/s ; wait up for my cherry clafoutis!

make it happen.

heyy peeps!

what have you guys been doing recently?

lately aku telah mem-busy-kan diri cari uni nak sambung study.

which university, what course do they offer, what kind of research.financial aid, and so on...

and so, aku pun bagi alasan dekat bos nak balik Malaysia awal sebab nak pergi uitm postgraduate open day.

bos dengan baik hati bagi balik seminggu awal, siap bayar extra flight charges sebab tukar tarikh balik.

aku pergi dua booth je, which is research institute of natural products for drug discovery and faculty of plantation and agrotechnology.

i can say that the first booth is quite unconvincing, mungkin cara lecturer tu explain ke apa.

but from the 2nd booth, aku dapat banyak maklumat and i asked a lot of questions daripada mcm mana nak cari supervisor sampai ke financial aid.

she was very convincing, and very encouraging.and i feel so happy that i talked her (not another quiet and passive lecturer).

head of plantation faculty lagi you.

apa yang aku dapat dari program tu memang sangat2 membantu.

oh btw, aku apply under faculty of plantation and agrotechnology sebab natural products for drug discovery tu didnt catch my interest at all. maybe because my final year project pun about soil bacteria and its characteristics as plant growth.

so i think i'm quite confident if i'll be doing my research related to that (plants, soil, etc.)

do you want to know what i'm thinking?

aku rasa aku nak buat research pasal rose diseases.hahaha.

sebab now my little pokoks are sick =( plus sekarang musim hujan.bunga ros kan manja~banyak air pun tak boleh.sikit air pun tak boleh.alahai.

anyway, do wish me luck~ baru apply je, tapi tak tau dapat ke tak.hee.

and thanks a bunch to family and friends and YOU yang banyak tolong bagi info and semangat semua. ;)

harap-harap dapat sambung belajar, insyaAllah~

treasure chest.

hie hie!

selalunya kat rumah aku, every sunday is housekeeping day.

kemas tu, kemas ni. cuci semua kereta~

masa aku kecik2 dulu malas gilaaa nak kena bangun pagi2 kemas rumah.

zzzzzzzzz~ and umi akan keluarkan semua buku dari book shelf, and suruh kitorang susun ikut ketinggian -___-" stressss.and banyak lagi.

but not this time.kali ni ktorg kemas kotak2 yang penuh dengan buku2 daripada attic.

ahh...umi dengan abah pun ulat buku jugak~ :D

look what i've found!

at least i had a normal childhood.

zaman dulu mahal kot stiker karpet ni~

cakap macam 50-60 tahun dulu je.ceh.

mickey dengan minney tu beli kat Jepun =P

my very first graduation ^_^

cuba teka mana satu alia, mana satu aina~~

hahahaha.obviously =P

banyak gila novel lama2.gosh~tak payah beli novel dalam beberapa tahun akan datang ni =P

harap2 attic ni cepat habis.walaupun lambat lagi -_- the house is in a huge mess right noww.aduhai.

happy monday and have a nice weeeek!

p/s ; gambar cik gojes kurus pun terjumpa tadi! mirad oh mirad :D

home.finally!

i'm home!

maybe this will be our last time going to Jakarta.mungkin lah.pergi lagi sekali pun kalau nak pergi shopping, jalan2 je.*tak kot*

with a interesting in-flight experience.minus the sakit tengkuk.

what i like about being in an aeroplane is the feeling when the plane is going to board.and land.

bila nak boarding : speed aeroplane laju.gegar2 langgar batu.lepas tu sikit2 terasa macam bahagian depan tu dah cecah udara~ fly fly fly~

bila nak landing : aeroplane tu turunkan tayar depan.tutup sikit kat bahagian sayap *prepare to land* lepas tu nak land gegar2 langgar batu.bila semua dah bahagian dah selamat mendarat aeroplane makin lama makin slow.

aku je kot yang rasa perasaan thrill macam tu bila naik aeroplane. =P

oh.the interesting in-flight experience was when there's this young and beautiful french lady, enthusiastically converse in bahasa indonesia with makcik2 dari malaysia.

and it seems that these makcik2 doesnt know much in english.so berbelit2 jugak la pompuan perancis yang baru belajar bahasa indonesia ni nak cakap dalam bahasa indonesia/malaysia dengan dorg.

aku dengan dina dekat seat depan tergelak2 je la dengar dorg berborak.haha~

i heard she said that she learnt to speak in bahasa indonesia from the books and dari oraeng *omputih cakap oraeng*

i simply adore her guts to start a conversation with anyone.and she does seem friendly though.nice huh =)

for now, i have to sleep in aina's room because the attic is still under renovation.

so bilik aku ganti jadi bilik stor letak barang2 dari attic semua.

dunno when will i get my room back.*sobs*

anyway, so glad to be home.cant wait to visit my little pokoks tomorrow~

sedih bila ada uncle buat renovation ni amik keratan dari pokok-pokok saya.

tak tanya pun =( takpe lahh~ i know my little pokoks are beautiful~ :D

lullaby for tonight ;

goodnight world.