its not the time to breakdown..

what a day...
bad day i guess?
i had microbiology lab exam today..
and it was like shit!
no no....bukan shit laa..
most of the questions i managed to answer..
but...paling sedih sbb tersilap jawapan..
bukannye tak tau..
okay..bear in mind that the first choice is always right..
huhu...salt tolerate microbe is STAPHYLOCOCCI okay~
not STREPTOCOCCI!!
and dgn bongok nye i just canceled that staphylo and confidently write strepto...
omg.......
rugi rugi rugi!!
really hope that it will be okay.. =(

secondly...
chem's result is out..
and i was hoping that i would get good result..
huhu...
it's not like what i expected..
and the others also got quite the same..
teruk jugak la..
but some managed to get 95%
well..the highest is 95..
am i over confident?
i don't know..
i should try harder next time..
and my friend was like....die x bace ape2 lagi...skali result agi hebat..
what the hell..
pasrah gue~

seriously...
xde mood langsung mase chem tadi..
exam sucks....result sucks...damn! (tu la...asik ngumpat org je..kan x berkat..huhu)
i just want to go back to my room and listen to my ipod..
and i just want to talk to my baby..
huhu

oh damn!
it was raining heavily..
at first we waited for a while at DAM.
waiting for the bus there...
when we saw the bus coming we were running like mad..
and the bus left...without us...(apekah????)
bas U rupenye..aduhai...
and innocently me and aina tumpang payung this chinese..
(nasib bek budak lecture~ fuhh..)
okay...hujan pun dah renyai2....lega sikit lah..
but then..bus x sampai2 pun..
hujan lebat~~~ waaaaaaaaaa~
3 orang satu payung mane muat dooowwwwwwwwwww~
x terfikir pun nk bwk payung pegi kelas...
and suddenly it was raining like hell...
baju dah basah gila2...
dah boleh perah laa kot baju kurung ni...
water is dripping...aduhai..
menambah ketensenan hari ini..+sob+
thank god i'm wearing the right baju kurung..
means that bukan kain licin...(kalo x sure dah melekat kat badan..)
and x transparent juge..huuu....

"langit x selalu cerah kan? sebab tu harini hujan...semua orang pun kena hujan ni.."

"oh?? langit x selalu cerah and that's why it's raining today? pas2 tbe2 org x bawak payung plak...mmg unlucky la harini"

"x bleh kita nak marah hujan kan?.."

aih...my friend is leaving for cairo..
sedih jugak laa..
since she is the one who always listen when i'm nagging...when i'm blabbing..
huu...mane2 pegi pun dgn die juga..
lepas ni nk pegi dgn sape??
sorang2 mungkin..
aina msti sibuk dgn bf die..
xkn nk menyibuk all the time..
dah la pegi klas pun dgn alif..
aih...x apelah...maybe later someone will be my new friend..
hopefully...
it just that....i'm less talkative when i'm with aina..
since kitorang agak baru rapat la..
so kalau nk mengadu or mengata ape2...mcm x selesa..
erisya dah xde...sape nk jadi geng lambat pegi klas..
huu...sape nk jadi geng lambat siap keje..
waaaa...nnt xde sape nk teman tgk movie smpi pkl 6 pagi..
nnt xde sape nk teman pegi makan..
nnt xde sape nk teman gi jalan2..
and i was wondering..
dalam hidup kita ni...
why are there so much uncertainties?
or is it ourself yang rase uncertain?
it's all in the state of mind...

just hope that tomorrow will be a better day..
a better day for all of us...

missing you baby..
everytime i listen to the song..
i think of you.. =)
what would i do without you..
thanx...

(Every night and now) when I go to sleep
I couldn't stop dreaming about you
Your love has got me feeling kinda weak
I really can't see me without you
And now you're runnin round in my head
I'm never gonna let you slip away again
It's real love that you don't know about

Every now and then when I want you
I wish that I could tell you that I want you
If I could have the chance to talk wit cha
If I could have the chance to walk wit cha
Then I would stop holding it in
And never have to go through this again, again
It's real love that you don't know about

Girl, girl I'm goin outta my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I must've been runnin outta time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby girl I want you to know
I"m watching you go
I'm watching you pass me by
It's real love that you don't know about