dilemma.

harini first time aku gi utk latihan konsert diraja.

cik mat mcm x encouraging langsung.

tp die kate.kalo bleh main..ape salahnye join.

kalo x mampu nk bawak.bttr xyah join.

haish..

nk sangat2 join.tp bnde tu dlm mase 2 minggu lagi.

on the 25th of july dah nk perform.

diorng bleh la sbb diorng sume dah pro.

lagipun kwn2 lain sume mmg dah hebat nk main.

and diorg dah penah practice mase wat short sem ritu.

which is 2 bulan yg lepas???

aku ni baru dpt score harini.lagu pun mcm susah2.

tgk taugeh byk2 tu trus jadi pening.huhu.

but still, i should put more effort kan.

so jealous of those juniors yg masuk2 je dah dpt main utk konsert diraja.

cess..mentang2 laa *tuttuttut*

haih..mcm mane ni.diorng kate next week start latihan ptg and mlm.

but i have loads of classes in the evening. =(

lab je dah 3 hari straight.khamis jumaat bleh kot ponteng kelas ptg.

tp staff2 yg main tu mmg kasi support.

kate suh join je..practice and cube utk main.

gosh.and my sight reading is not that good.

i need some time!

huhu.mcm stress je a few weeks ni.xpe la..kang dah abes konsert diraja okay kot.

lgpun dah ajak k.iqa join skali.harap2 parents die kasi join.

please please please~

what dyou think eh? should i join or not.hurm~

minggu ni dgn minggu dpn je pon.surat perlepasan dah ade..

but still..~~

syahir aizat.

thanx for giving me ur support.

ur my total inspiration to keep on going.

thank you so much syg.

i love you.