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Thursday, October 28, 2010

hold on.

everything is so messed up right now.
i dont know what should i do.and i guess there's none.
have to keep on moving and moving.although i wish i could stop and rewind.
or atleast pause for a moment to let me fix things up.

time-time macam ni memang banyak masalah yang timbul.
dari semua segi.life show us no mercy right.
i lost the only person i could really depend on.
and its as though i've lost everything.
life is cruel. at one time it gave you ultimate happiness.and when you think you had everything
it hit.slam.punch.kick. you with sadness.F*cking sadness.

yes.maybe God have better plans for us.
maybe life want to teach us something.
life want us to cherish what we have NOW.
not the stupid.F*cking.past
one more time.
again.n again.n again.n again.
countless times.
sorry i caused you pain.sorry i caused you sadness.sorry.
and just the word SORRY is never enough.
dear past.dear memories.i wish you were never exist.
i thought we were special.i thought i am lucky.
but luck will leave you.because it is a faithless friend.
take care.i love you.forever and always.

7 comments:

Urutoraman K said...

stay strong, cik alia!

:D

Anonymous said...

saye tak tahan tengok my friend
sedih2 . if dia sangat sayangkan
awak , dia TAK akan pernah
tinggalkan awak walau ape pon
yg terjadi . dia akan sabar .
tetap bertahan walaupun die
sndiri yg terpaksa menahan sedih
sbb hati manusia ni macam air .
mudah berubah . walaupun today
awak mcm ni , saya tahu one day nnti cinta and hati awak akan
ada dia sorang saja . itu lumrah
perempuan. walaupun minda fikir
org lain , tapi hati and sayang
tetap pada yg satu . the current one . kesabaran itu ada ganjarannya .
he just dont deserve you =)

Anonymous said...

tapi kalo seseorang tu tak leh nak lupe kan kekasih lame.. nak buat camne? no no.. she dun deserve me~

ntah brape lama kena tipu.. haih..
sedih btul..

Anonymous said...

first love mmg susah nak lupa.
but it doesnt mean yg dia
masih nak lagi kekasih lama
die kan ?
perempuan , if they love you .
they really mean it.
hanya kamu yg buta , xnampak .
itsokay . just leave her
if you rasa she doesnt deserve you . then , she deserve better man that could understand her .
i just cant stand tengok dia
sedih becoz of someone yg
asyik mengutuk dia after u broke up.

Anonymous said...

org yang tak rase.. ckp senang la..
ckp semua org boleh..
itu la masalh perempuan.. pikir diorang je yang ade perasaan..
lelaki punye perasaan diorang tak pikir plak..
ckap lagi senang dari org yang merasa nye kawan..

musafir lalu said...

assalamualaikum..
apalah korang semua nie..
hal org lain jgn la kita campur kan? :)
lagi2 kalau kita mengapi-apikan keadaan.
kawan atau lawan. biar lah mereka menyelesaikan masalah antara mereka.
bagi nasihat, bagus lah.
tapi tak payah la nak "deserve tak deserve" kan org lain.
harap mereka dpt selesaikan secara aman.;)
wsalam.

Anonymous said...

saya pun not her good friend musafir.
hohoho . xtahu pun crite sebenar .
okay ,sori guys .
serius i xtahu wat happens
but i just pity wif her .
sorry again okk????